hi everyone!
it’s been a sickly week, so prayers this next one is better…
23:
i love getting tiktok
childsplained to me
by the kids i babysit
i’m so behind
on the culture and
i don’t even care
i’m too young
to be this tired
i’m only 20 and a half
but someday soon
i’ll be 23
one of the worst ages
a girl can be
and i’m so scared
of becoming
a corporate whore
i’d much rather be
a disillusioned milf
return to sender:
i’m waiting for three packages
to arrive and i want to
always feel this hopeful
they can’t disappoint me like this
i have ups tracking open
i’m refreshing every five minutes
but somehow i’m still surprised
when they’re out for delivery
when they’re finally sat
on my front porch
it’s like the friday
before a long weekend
when nothing bad or good
has happened yet
it’s all promise
pasta:
it’s amazing what a
good bowl of pasta
can do for your mood
but even pasta
can’t fix the fact that
people love saying
i look tired when
they mean i look terrible
what am i supposed to say?
thank you, i am?
songs of the week:
23 by wallice (topical!! except i can wait forever to be 23)
easy recipe of the week: kimchi mac n cheese <3
cut a knob of butter- approx 1/3 to 1/4 of a stick and melt it in a pot. in the meantime, put your pasta water on to boil.
when the butter is melted, add around 1 cup of kimchi to the butter and stir
add around a 1/4 to 1/3 of a cup of flour to the butter//kimchi mixture- it should be a paste
add milk to this mixture- around 2-3 cups
stir mixture at medium heat until it thickens
add grated cheese of your choice (i did cheddar and romano), some garlic powder, salt to taste, and more chili if you want it spicier
add pasta and enjoy!! (note: sorry for the shoddy measurements, it’s about the ~feeling~ if you know, you know etc.)